It has been a while since the last time I updated this
forgotten blog of mine. I’ve been busy
working 16 hours a day, 7 days a week and I can’t even find time to go out of
this cave of mine. Everyday I’m
overwhelmed with tasks that are needed to be done the very same day. I know it’s kind of a stressful job but heck
I’m enjoying every minute of it. The
salary is quite good though I want an increase.
Like who else don’t want an increase?
Moreover, because of this being “busy as a bee” state that I
am in to now I haven’t snapped a photo using my camera. A person like me, who loves photography, sometimes
worries of not snapping a picture for a couple of months. Photographers know what I’m talking
about. It’s like playing guitar. Okay I’m talking gibberish now.
So wadup about my life aside from all that crap? Well, I’m still in-love with the same person. Yes, that person dumped me and I can’t do
anything about it. But she’s still in my mind all of the time. From the time when I wake up to the minute
before I snore. It’s like everyday she’s
the only person who’s running in my head.
One friend of mine told me to let go and find another person
to love because my love for her is unrequited.
I’ve tried so many times to let go of her but every time I try something
deep inside of me will always say not to give-up and to continue fighting for
my feelings for her.
I actually don’t know what do except to continue loving
her. I really find it hard to let go of
my feelings for her. I even went out
with other girls but every time I go out
I always wish the she’s with me and share the fun together.
